Over the weeks I
was wondering what could be my first blog post for 2015 and I came across this
BOOK titled FAN FOR THE FIRST TIME.
The title didn't make me so curious cause I
assumed that it would be some star struck fan writing about her love for the star,
at the same time the words FOR THE FIRST TIME rang a bell urging me to pick
up the book. The action paid off well, cause what I held in my hand was not a
STAR STRUCK fans monologue of love for the star but something totally unique. I
knew, I had got my first blog post for 2015.
I wanted the post
to be as different as the book itself, so I decided to have a conversation with
the author and know more about her, the book, and the journey of creating this
ONE OF ITS KIND creation.
Sonnal Pardiwala - The Author
Signing the book for FAISAL KHAN |
Counselling Psychologist by profession, the author initially ventured out into a full time counselling practice. Has written articles for My Doctor magazine and gradually meandered into teaching and training Holistic Healing modalities to students of varied age groups worldwide, personally as well as Online.
She has been an avid blogger and writes on a spectrum of topics ranging from spirituality to home-schooling.
She is going to
surprise herself, her readers and students with her stint as a Fanfic writer.
Her blog posts about SET India's teleseries - Bharat Ka Veer Putra ~Maharana
Pratap, Created by Abhimanyu Singh Contiloe Entertainment Pvt. Ltd. garnered
tremendous readership and fans of the show actually eagerly waited for her blog
posts.
At the age of forty,
with a bouquet of pursuits up her sleeves she proves that there isn't any age
for becoming a FAN ... especially when one is a FAN for the FIRST time.
The
Conversation
Me: What was that precise moment when you started
writing the first blog post?
Sonnal: For that, a little
tour requires to be taken, to my personal turmoil I was going through in the
month of May 2014. Yes I was hooked to the series and the Little Man (read
Faisal Khan). There was a moment in those vacations when I was completely
depressed and Hurt! No!!!My Husband and Kids adore me completely. It was
rejection from my Parents and siblings that had got me plunged into deep dark
hole of self-destruction. I looked at my perfect world and felt “I AM NOT
NEEDED ANYMORE.” My kids were Big enough to take care of themselves ( so I
thought) My husband will do just fine without me (How utterly foolish I was)
and on 29th May 2014, I
decided to pull plug on my life!!! However I was not left alone that day to
carry forth that idiotic notion!!! And those days the track of this little Man
putting up his best Acting skills was on and my son noticed that the only time
mother dear is speaking is when she is watching this show. I had expressed the
fact that I would so love to see these episodes again. I did not know about this
wonder called YouTube and that show is telecasted again. So, came a day when I
was contemplating calling life off. All planned…Hubby n kids were going out for
an errand and it seemed like a perfect time to end life silently!
My son opened YouTube and the previous
day’s Episode and told me “Mom see this while we are gone, you wanted to see
naa?”
Without much enthusiasm I sat. I knew
what I was about to do. But well I did…and in the digital medium the output of
every expression of this show came through. I sat and gazed…the famous quote of
William Wordsworth fit so perfectly
I gazed and gazed but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought…
What clicked, I do not know but I
thought why not see that episode? Why not see that track again? And it went on…
I found my Healing in the expressions, this
Little Man gave in every scene.
I forgot to DIE!!!!
Every day now became a delight for
after my chores of daily life, I had something to savour and enrich my life. On
my loneliest Day, My birthday, on June first, I viewed the episodes on YouTube from afternoon till
morning hours of next day. I cried in many tracks and I was enthralled by
others. That day the writer took over and decided I need to pen down what this
show and specially, this young man has done for me.
What hours of meditation could not do,
watching this show did!
~~~~~~
Me: The title is something that attracted me to pick
this book up, especially the words... FOR THE FIRST TIME? Please elaborate…
Sonnal: Because that is what I literally am of this Wonder guy. All my young
life as a teenager not a single film persona had held my attention! Maybe I
liked a movie but well…it was soon forgotten. I never felt the rage of what
people declared for film or cricket personas. Collect their pics. I was amused
when my friends wasted their precious pocket money in buying their pictures. Why would they want to gaze at every photograph…grab every news item on them. Check
tit bits on their lives. Till June I had no idea there was a fan page of this
show or of this young man. But when I did log in the net world... Holy God!!! It
is a madness out there. So many fan pages so much of information...so many
claiming to know him…SBB segments
telling about upcoming tracks and sharing the rapport of this young man with
his co-stars. All through I realised I kept staring and tuning into every bit
of Expressions I could behold. I realised it was becoming my Healing energy. It
filled me with so much happiness and inner Joy. For the first time in life I began to smile Genuinely! I gave up
any pretense of hiding my adoration for this young One. My sons and husband
were simply happy to get this new lively happy person back. Then I wrote my
first blog on Kunwarji-Faisal Khan. Penning down every single thing I adored him for. And
I put it up on as many Fan pages I could. The response I got was over whelming
to say the least. So many wrote back and inboxed to say, I reflected what they
felt about this little Man. I suddenly had so many friends who wanted to talk
about the show and discuss our Fangiri, for this Young Man. So there
I was Fan for the first time of anyone ever.
~~~~~~
Me: The big QUESTION? Why Faisal ?
Sonnal: Why Faisal? For
that you may have to see the show! I mean this guy changes expression as
naturally as day changes to night. He can smile shyly and you find yourself shy
and smiling. He could jump in front of soldiers with an open sword and actually
make you believe he would cut down the enemy.
When he looked at his Mother your
eyes may brim with tears and you could actually feel the Reverence one has for
the parent and the high ideals that traditionally characterised an Indian Son
were reflected so perfectly. At the same time he could convince you how he is
falling in love with a damsel…the restraint…the oozing of love back n forth…he
weaves a web with a different expression each time. He can actually cut your
heart up with his agony filled eyes…Ohhhh… you have to see him…I tried
explaining …hope I succeeded…
~~~~~~
Me: What made you convert the blogposts into a BOOK?
Sonnal: That is a long
story now. When I began writing these blogs I connected with some amazing
people across the globe who felt the same about the show and this Little Man…It
did become popular read and I had thousands of page reads. It was phenomenal. It has crossed ten thousand plus page views. Requests poured in to cover this segment or that…I enjoyed writing on him. I
wanted the whole world to know what a tremendous Acting potential this young
Guy has. He had inadvertently played a Pivotal role in my life. Then came a
funny Need …in this tech connected world I wanted that Faisal Khan himself
should read what is written for him. Now that is what Bloggers do. When
Naseeruddin Shah Came up with his book And Then One day…my husband who is an
avid fan of his, wrote a book review and tweeted him...Nasirji tweeted right
back with a Thank you Beta! When the Movie Finding Fanny was released. My 14
year old wrote a film Review and tweeted the link to Homi Adajania and he retweeted right away. Encouraged by these sophisticated appreciation, well, I
thought I would get my hero to read my appreciation too. I had some hard
lessons to learn and I had to face some equally discouraging moments. For this
immensely talented man’s identity on media is the most misused!! All those
Handles that sort of were his, I gave my links, only to be disappointed …no one
had a clue as to where this young guy is. I got stories…he does not know
English!!! (A guy in English medium in Mumbai?? I mean seriously???) He has no
time…(granted and agreed…)He does not appreciate written word …hmmm…now that as
a writer I had trouble digesting. Everyone would love praise written on
them…now who would not. And of course with each track the blogs kept increasing
in popularity. But my dream that my Hero should read about him was elusive. Then
Came in my Magician Husband and Son with their super suggestion…Why not Convert
all this material of blogs into a Book and let it reach wider audience. Maybe I
could give him as a birthday Gift in January. They took over from there. Once
the book was ready we gifted it first to Contiloe CEO MR ABHIMANYU SINGH. He for
sure was thrilled to get the feedback and BLESS HIS SOUL, he fulfilled my dream
to give a Copy to MY DEAR LITTLE MAN. He agreed despite the busy schedule of
both himself and Faisal Khan to meet briefly in his Office.
~~~~~~
Me: I have this privilege to unravel the book COVER. Could
you tell us significance of the book COVER.
THE BOOK COVER |
Sonnal: I believe this, that When you love
someone, raise the person so high that when they see your STAR through your
eyes, He appears like a Rising Sun
to them! I absolutely adore this Little Man whom I also feel is a Destiny’s
child. To symbolise that the Cover page has the Image of a Rising Sun. He too
is a Rising Sun whose brilliance is going to increase and spread far and wide.
I do wish good luck to this immortal
character he made alive. I wish good luck to this natural actor in him to grow
and shine ever more in his brilliance. I request his fans to be dignified in
all the encounters they make on the behalf of this decent guy and help his
persona in media to reach tumultuous heights. I will treasure every single
close up that I have captured in the book and cherish every word I have written
on him.
~~~~~~
Me: The defining moment of your life when you met Faisal?
Sonnal: It is called Magic …thirty precious
minutes specially ordained by my Angels and higher folks. They fulfilled the
Dream of meeting him respectfully. I am a Mother of two and a perfectly happy
wife. I did not wish to go and meet him like a desperate screaming Fan. That
moment deserved every respect that I have for him. It is not lust...or sense of
control. He is a Star…he and his immense talent belongs to everyone who admires
him the same way I do. I wanted the world to know him as a Sensitive and Smart
and Suave Persona. By giving him the book as gift it was also to raise his
Image …in the media. He is not a Mediocre Guy...he is humble, cute. He was at
first a little wary when he entered …he confessed that he thought there will be
a pamphlet or sling book waiting…Indeed he was surprised to see such a massive
book on him. I am surprised too at what I have created.
I THINK EVERYTHING
RELATED TO THE BOOK HAS A LIFE OF ITS OWN AND ITS OWN DESTINY.
I skipped a beat
there when he entered the room. This was My little man so breath takingly
handsome. He was reading the first blog I wrote on him fluently in English…and
a little uncomfortable of course and understandably. I told him how I began
writing on him...how I tried to reach him ...how out of anger I Deleted three
blogs of his…we talked about how he plans to get good grades in Boards. He
actually could not believe. He asked “Will people read a book written on me??”
I had to look into his eyes and tell him “Sweetheart, thousands of people have
already read the blogposts! You are reading it today” He explained how his
privacy has been impinged upon daily. I assured him that we respect his privacy
and this in all probability was our last meet ever. We gifted him with a box of
chocolates for his birthday!!!
He will remain in my memories and
prayers but I shall not hound him like a Crazy Fan. I hope he remembers our
thirty minutes in a special way all his life and understands what he means to
me and my life forever.
For him I would like to do everything
to make this book a success, which will answer his query “Will someone read a
book written on me?”
The Book - FAN FOR THE FIRST TIME is a first of its kind in many ways. It's one of its kind BLOG to BOOK experiment in India. Sonnal Pardiwala is the first writer in India to author a fanfic based on a tele-show. Also, in all probabilities, Youngest Indian celebrity on whom a book is written.
To quote the Author's words from the book -
"It is simply a besotted fan’s ode."
The BOOK Team has applied for
*THE LIMCA BOOK OF RECORDS*
On 28th March a Book Signing event was held to celebrate FANDOM
The Fans with this unique special edition Coffee Table Book
got their copies signed by
Faisal Khan and the Author Sonnal Pardiwala
The Book Review of Fan For The First Time:
For fans in India - you could order your copy through - (no delivery charges ONLY within INDIA)
https://www.instamojo.com/sonnalp/fan-for-the-first-time-the-book/
For overseas fans - the book is also available through -
https://www.instamojo.com/sonnalp/fan-for-the-first-time-the-book/
For overseas fans - the book is also available through -
http://pothi.com/pothi/book/sonnal-pardiwala-fan-first-time-0
Now also available at TITLE WAVES Bandra West Mumbai
Now also available at TITLE WAVES Bandra West Mumbai
& Kitaboo Kandiwali west
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Hi sonal. . Congratulations to both of u.. waiting egarly to read ur book.. big fan of Ur writing and also of super talented faisal.. best wishes to both of u and god bless..
ReplyDeleteoh sonnal baisa u r just such a darling!
ReplyDeletethnx!!!! sonnal di for writing such a book on king of hearts and very much mesmerising and making us feel close to him [faisal khan]
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ReplyDeleteHi Sonal I dont know you but congratulations . I really like what you did . You stole the words right out of my mouth for Faisal. I see you have a really understanding husband and amazing kids. I salute them . I have been Faisals fan since the BKVPMP.,have not missed anything about him. I know i wont ever be able to see him in my life, but my good wishes are always with him. The same way i pray for my boys i pray for him, because thats how much i love this kids talent .
"That moment deserved every respect that I have for him. It is not lust...or sense of control. He is a Star…he and his immense talent belongs to everyone who admires him the same way I do. "
Very perfectly said .that is excaly how I feel for Faisal Khan.
Gud luck on everything you do.
Congratulations Sonal, i know we don't know each other, but you did a wonderfull thing. Motivating a new star. I can see how happy you and Faisal are , Salute to your husband and kids. I am just mesmerized with this kids talents. I am so glad you had this opportunity, I know i will never be able to see him in my life, but my prayers are there for him always. Same way I pray for my boys I pray for his success. You said it perfectly
ReplyDelete"That moment deserved every respect that I have for him. It is not lust...or sense of control. He is a Star…he and his immense talent belongs to everyone who admires him the same way I do. "
This is excatly how I feel for him. Just want to see him grow in right path and all the succuss in life . And good luck to you in whatever you do. Life is worth living when you have such a amazing family ,all the talents that you have.